Home

Advertisement

Customize
About this Journal
Current Month
 123
45678910
11121314151617
18192021222324
25262728293031
May. 19th, 2008 @ 08:18 am wohoo
Current Mood: anxious
so first i would like to thank all my friends who went to my graduation party!! it was wicked fun and im glad you all could come...

and secondly...im starting my new job today and im wicked nervous...im meeting my new crew at 9 which is less than an hour away....and the first dig is in Eliot....the next one next week is in yarmouth though which is like an hour away....either way im gonna prolly not gonna be around much or really at all this summer...which is fine with me cuz im also prolly gonna be looking for a job down south for the fall/winter anyway...which is good cuz it gets me away from here and out in the world....

thats all for now....thats all for now!
About this Entry
Leave a comment
Permanent Link
Apr. 28th, 2008 @ 02:07 pm ok an update
Current Mood: ecstatic
so for those of you that dont know...i got a job offer from an archaeology firm in Ellsworth maine...which is near bar harbor about 3 hours from where i live in eliot...im sooo excited...they called me the other day to see if i was still interested and i said yes! so they are sending me the site info in a packet in the mail which should be getting to my house today or tomorrow!!! and it should tell me how much an hour i would be making and where the site is going to be and stuff like that! i cant wait! im not even sure if i am going to be taking the job or not but its still wicked exciting to know that i got a job offer :-D

in other news...im going to be moving out of my house soon to go live w/my bf :-D
About this Entry
1 comment
Leave a comment
Permanent Link
Mar. 11th, 2008 @ 09:44 pm one last resume
Current Location: school
Current Mood: calm
so i sent out one more resume...but this firm is different from the others...it is a nation wide firm...not just new england like the others...im kinda hoping for this firm out of all of them...i think i need a change and i need to just get the fuck away from here...and make a new life for myself...who knows where

theres about 67 days left till i graduate!

more later
About this Entry
Leave a comment
Permanent Link
Feb. 18th, 2008 @ 01:03 pm resume
Current Mood: tired
so i finally mailed out my resumes...yes all 11 of them! :-p hopefully i will hear back soon and get the hell away from MB!
oh man but i did night crew last night and it was fun....oh and i got my hair dyed (and i was shopping the other day in nonwork clothes and some random people who i work with were hitting on me..it was kinda weird)

anywho....im going back to bed now since i only got home 6 hours ago


leave me some love
About this Entry
Leave a comment
Permanent Link
Feb. 7th, 2008 @ 10:04 am resume
Current Location: school
Current Mood: cheerful
ok so today is the day....I am sending out 11 resumes...wish me luck?
About this Entry
Leave a comment
Permanent Link
Feb. 1st, 2008 @ 08:52 am My resume is done!!!
Current Location: School
Current Mood: excited
Current Music: Rihanna
So I know some of you are wondering...yeah so? what does that mean?....well what it means is that next week im going to be sending it out with my cover letter to different firms around New England to apply for a job as a field technician. (which is basically is an archaeologist at a site). The thing about this application process is that I am applying to the people not the sites they work on, so I really have no idea where I might be working this summer, well other than in New England. I cannot wait to be able to quit MB, hopefully in may after I graduate. If I do get a job at one of the firms, I would be getting paid $13-$14 an hour, they will pay for my gas milage on my car for the commute, and if it is to far for me to commute they will pay for me to stay in a hotel and give me a stipened for food...A wicked upgrade from MB.....

I was talking to my advisor because this job I am applying for is only a seasonal job cuz you cant really dig in New England in the winter. So i was asking him what would I do after? And you know what? There is this whole network of firms and down south they dig all year long, so after this job is done I will most likly be traveling somewhere to do archaeology elsewhere, which is awesome b/c I love to travel...although I will be alone, it will help me to get out there on my own, get my own place and such....

So what do you all think?
About this Entry
2 comments
Leave a comment
Permanent Link
Dec. 11th, 2007 @ 08:56 pm heartbroken
Current Location: school
Current Mood: depressed
yea....its finally happened....he found someone else...and left me behind....heartbroken and depressed....and i cant stop crying.....and the worst part? he hasnt even told me yet...i found out from his myspace
About this Entry
Leave a comment
Permanent Link
Mar. 5th, 2007 @ 01:55 pm ok...so im not actually paying to use the internet right now...
Current Mood: distressed
I really dont know what I am going to do....I cant get to the page of classes from my school....so I cant pick the classes I need...which means I wont be able to until after I get back...and regestration for classes ends before I get back..and I need to fill out my RTG(request to graduate) form in order to regester for classes which wouldnt be bad except I need to sign it before I hand it in...so I may not be able to take the classes I need, thus I may not be graduating in may...another reason why my school sucks is that I was supposed to pay a rooming deposit which I got an email about the day before it was due...and obviously being in Costa Rica wasnt able to pay it...so not only can I not get the classes yet...but i wont have a place to live....

with all this stress i have been thinking....why dont i just stay here for a few more weeks? it wouldnt cost too much to switch the dates for my return flight and it wouldnt hurt to stay in the classes a little longer....vamos a ver....

either way...I wont be home that much this summer (and by summer I mean my vacation when I get back to the States) I will have 2 weeks when i get back right away which loretta has asked me to stay at her house which im wicked excited about...then the first week of april i have some meetings at my school....and i dont feel like driving 12 hours that week so i might just stay there that week....then the 2nd week im going to ky!! road trip!! then the next thing is i have a lot of work todo to prepare for my ireland trip which is may 18thish till june 14thish....then the 25th of june till the 20th of july ill be back at school taking a history class...then ill be working on my report for the credits on the ireland trip which will be a lot of researching and such....then I should start on my thesis (which needs to be like 30 plus pages and I dont even have a topic yet) then in aug i dont know when....im planning on going to st croix for a lil while (kristin you will have to let me know when and for how long----i say all of august@@ ñpñ)then its back to rindge (hopefully)for my last year....which reminds me...there are some grad schools i want to visit in cali and fla sometime this summer that have awesome anthro programs!!and I need to get an internship sometime soon which means saddly for me...less time at a paying job....more time at a voulenteer job....oh well----we shall see whats going to happen...


well I will post more next week....if I am home
About this Entry
Leave a comment
Permanent Link
Mar. 2nd, 2007 @ 08:11 am I think I am giving up...
so I am sick and tired of moving my schudule around to make time for other people who could care less about me...i dont care... i dont want to talk to anyone from home for the rest of the time i am here...i dont care...one of the main reasons i came here in the first place was so i could get away from everything and everyone...so i think for my last nine days here, thats what i am going to do....take last night for example....i havnt been sleeping much lately...like 3 or 4 hours per night...and last night i was going to go to bed really early so i could have enough sleep for the test i have to take today and so i could catch up on some sleep thgat i havnt been getting...but no...i told someone i would call them cuz they wanted to talk to me...but then instead of letting me know they had changed their plans....they decided it would be better to ignore my phone call instead....

and i like how a lot of the people i know think they are the only ones who have problems....


so anyway....no more phonecalls, or texts or ims....cuz im not going to waste my money on ;calling cards that just get wasted on listening to peoples voice mail, or using the internet which costs money too... when clearly some people dont care if they talk to me or not....and my phone is turned off now for the rest of the trip

thanks to the person i talked to last night that actually wanted to hear how i was doing...
About this Entry
5 comments
Leave a comment
Permanent Link
Jan. 30th, 2007 @ 04:20 pm oh man
so i am still loving it here...although there is a lot of exhaust in the air and a lot of creepy people on the streets...but its all part of the city i guess...i went to the movies here last week and saw a movie....children of men.... in english but it only cost 900 colones...which is less than $2! everything is wicked cheap here and i love it! although i cant exchange my travelers checks....which sucks ass...but at least ill have money when i come home...oh well...im out for now...leave the love...
About this Entry
Leave a comment
Permanent Link
Jan. 17th, 2007 @ 11:06 am yo estoy en costa rica!!!!
Current Mood: ecstatic
omg i love it here...the family i am staying with is awesome and wicked nice...the classes are not too hard and there are only 3 people (including myself)in them....it is so different here, and i love being able to walk around and explore the city...last night i went out with "my brothers" to a club called fofo where it was la noche de las mujeres....aka ladies night, and i got 4 free drinks...then we went over to a bar called bulivard..and hung out there for a while...oh and also yesterday i took my first dancing class here and it was salsa today is merange (sp?) i went out and bought some cool gifts today also..and tomorrow i am going to go around and take pictures of the city..on the walk to school there is a great view of a mountain...or a volcano...im not sure which it is....oh and my internet doesnt work here so i have to use the comp at the school or go to an internet cafe...oh well....more later
About this Entry
2 comments
Leave a comment
Permanent Link
Jan. 8th, 2007 @ 10:39 pm so called "friends"
Current Mood: betrayed
kristin already knows the story....but today...i found something out that made me want to...i dont know, stab this person! one of my "friends" was talking to "him" and basically said..."hey while jackie is gone lets hang out...here is my number, call it sometime so we can hang out when shes not around"...firstly let me mention, they NEVER EVER talk to each other, and why she did this i dont know...although she told me it was so she could "keep an eye on him for me while im gone"....im not a fucking stalker..i dont need to know everything he does while im not there! i mean sure it would be wicked shitty if he ended up getting a GF while im gone...but you know what? thats too bad for me....and its especially none of her business...although if they do hang out and end up doing more than that, i am done with both of them, and thats it...because if you are my friend you wouldnt go behind my back to hook up with someone who means that much to me...and if you are the person who knows you mean a lot to me...then you shouldnt be hooking up with one of my friends...now im not saying that that is going to happen...but i know you...and i know what you would do/try to do...and just thinking of it makes me sick...and you dont even know how much i want to hurt you right now.

...only time shall tell....
About this Entry
Leave a comment
Permanent Link
Jan. 2nd, 2007 @ 01:49 am 11 days!
Current Mood: anxious
ok, so im getting really nervous about leaving, excited too....but i dont know...im really scared cuz ive never gone away for this long in another country before! and by myself nonethe less!!

for you....I am also scared of leaving you. I dont want you to move on, or regret what we have and nothing worries me more than the thought of losing you again...although I have never had you so how can i lose you again? i just wish i knew what you wanted and what i want...and at the same time i already know...and it hurts knowing that i cant have what i want, because deep down even though i dont want to admit it..i know the truth...i just hope i never have to face it...who knows maybe the distance will do some good...maybe it will help me to move on..not that i want to...but i think that would be best....but please please....dont forget me while im gone...


for my friends...i will miss you all like woah! i dont know what im going to do alone for 2 months with none of you guys around!!ahhhh!!

well thats all for now...more comming soon...
About this Entry
Leave a comment
Permanent Link
Nov. 15th, 2006 @ 10:48 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: busy
SakumaRyuichi31 gave me "P"

1) Pizza, hawaiian...mmmm I could go for some right now

2)Pencils....only the mechanical kind though

3)Phone....my cell of coarse...so call me!

4)Pickles!!! Dill Pickles

5)Peru....I want to visit the sites of the ancient peoples

6)Planes....because I love to travel!!

7)Peeps! cuz I love my friends!

8)Pocky cuz its awesome!

9)Palm trees....they remind me of St. Croix

10)Pharohs because I love ancient Egypt!


leave me a comment if you want a letter of your own!
About this Entry
Leave a comment
Permanent Link
Nov. 9th, 2006 @ 10:39 pm time
Current Mood: blah
ah time is going by soooo quickly! I have a little more than 2 months before I leave for Costa Rica!! I have my tickets bought,and im in the process of how im going to pay for it...but I still need to look into seeing if I will need any meds or shots to go...and I HATE NEEDLES!! which is kinda funny considering I have 5 piercings :-p and I have sooo much work to be doing...but really no motavation to do anything...someone help me!!! and I broke up with my BF...long story...oh I cant wait till this weekend!
About this Entry
Leave a comment
Permanent Link
Oct. 17th, 2006 @ 08:00 pm YO VOY A COSTA RICA!!!!
Current Mood: ecstatic
thats right!!! i got my comformation email...and in jan i will be going to costa rica!!! im wicked excited!! although this means i have to have my bike paid off by then....I had better start saving!
About this Entry
Leave a comment
Permanent Link
Oct. 3rd, 2006 @ 05:06 pm this past weekend
oooo this weekend was great....I went and saw Fearless which was pretty good...and lets see...ah yes...I worked my like 30 hours..

and then last night...i accidently spent the night at a friends house..and i didnt mean to.. I was just planning on sleeping for a little while so i wasnt so tired driving back past midnight...and i feel bad cuz i dont think this person wanted me over that long...
About this Entry
Leave a comment
Permanent Link
Sep. 27th, 2006 @ 11:13 pm confused
Current Mood: anxious
OK here is the deal....I dont know what is going on anymore...I dont know what I want anymore...and I dont know who I am anymore...I think I look to much towards the future and dont really see what is going on now, I am afraid of losing all of the people who I really care about and it feels like I am slowly isolating myself from everyone. I think I need a break from everything so that I can look at things from a different perspective...I really want to go abroad next semester, maybe that is the break I need? sometimes I wonder if anyone would even notice if I was gone...
About this Entry
1 comment
Leave a comment
Permanent Link
Sep. 26th, 2006 @ 06:52 pm sick
I have a feeling I am starting to get what everyone else has.....It started downstairs with the guys....and traveled to Anna and Barb then to Cassie...and now, now I am starting to get a sore throat!
on a brighter note....I got to call Jeni in Romania and wish her a happy birthday, I havent talked to her in a while and I hope all the girls will be able to come back soon! I miss them so much!!


school is going ok other than being sick....I dont really hang out with too many people though, and when I try to ask people to hang out it seems like they dont want to hang out or make plans, or really talk to me :-\ oh well...


~never regret anything that makes you smile~
About this Entry
Leave a comment
Permanent Link
Sep. 21st, 2006 @ 07:30 pm ahhhh
Current Mood: bored
omg....I am SOOOOO BORED!!! SOMEONE PLEASE SAVE ME!!!
About this Entry
Leave a comment
Permanent Link